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Well now Michael is missing.
He was supposed to be home three hours ago and has not been answering anyone’s phone calls - not mine, his mom’s, dad’s, or best friend’s. And I’m 100% sure he’s high on something. Probably heroin, because he’s in the city.
I’m freaking out. I just hope he’s still alive….
Maybe I’m not getting married after all….
I’m just about done with these lies.
I warned him that if he did drugs behind my back again (2 weeks ago he did heroin) that I would leave him. He just admitted to me that yesterday he did Oxycontin. And worst of all, he said he needs the drugs because of ME. Because I’ve been talking to and seeing my ex Eric since he got out of prison. He’s 100% convinced that I’m cheating or about to and apparently that’s good enough reason for him to go behind my back and use drugs, and then blame me?
I just don’t know anymore. I don’t want to have to worry for the rest of my life whether he’s getting high behind my back.
There’s been so much fighting, so much anger and mistrust the last few weeks that I don’t know if this is salvageable. I don’t trust him after he did heroin behind my back and he said that if I don’t stop acting suspicious all the time, he’s going to leave me. I have every right to not trust him. He betrayed me. He doesn’t get how much it hurts when he does this.
I just don’t know what to do.
“You’ll meet her. She’s very pretty, even though sometimes she’s sad for many days at a time. You’ll see, when she smiles, you’ll love her.”
Pan’s Labyrinth (via gloomyteenagers)
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